no-one is there
now and then i'm scared,
when i seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences ...
no, i don't speak anymore and what could i say,
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...
so, i prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ...
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to,
for something to share ...
- but there is no hope and no-one is there.
no, no, no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say,
in darkness i lie all alone by myself,
sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.
i am not breathing a word,
i haven't spoken for weeks
and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears.
but there is no-one,
and it seems to me at times
that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind ...
i am the mistress of loneliness,
my court is deserted but i do not care.
the presence of people is ugly and cold
and something i can neither watch nor bear.
so, i prefer to lie in darkness silence alone,
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to,
for something to share ...
- but there is no hope and no-one is there.
no, i don't speak anymore and what should i say,
since no- one is there and there is nothing to say?
all is oppressive, alles ist schwer,
there is no-one and no-one is there ...
[ 本帖最后由 陌路狂奔 于 2006-5-31 19:12 编辑 ] | 
发表于 2006-5-31 17:44
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